Shopping Again - Sogo

Ha ha ha kitorang 3 beranak ni mmg suka gi sopping. So last weekend sopping lagi. Lagi sekali org yg paling byk beli baju ialah Alya! Byk sungguh baju dia. Walaupun macam mana pun dia tetap tak heran ngan baju yg bertimbun tu. Yg dia kisah yerlah piano baru dia. Lagipun baju baru ke tak dia tetap pakai baju (agaknya dia pikir camtu kot hahahahha) Ish ish ish biasa dia ni. Beli botol barulah , cawan barulah, jeans barulah . Sebab semuanya murah dan lawa lawa. Daddy cume beli baju kerja, mummy track suit and baby-t and comforter set yg lawa dan sangatlah murah. Yg lain semua alya punya. Sibuk jerrrr dia tu...
Apapun mummy tetap sayang dia........

Friday, 22nd May

Today i don't know to say what day. First thing in the morning Amir and I pegi ke kubur. Pakcik Amir that we called Wah meninggal. Actually dia meninggal semalam after 3 months fighting with cancer. So today we went to the grave and the moments jenazah di masukkan ke dalam liang lahad suddenly my tears were falling down. Because i've experienced of losing someone we love. This is what i said to my husband " Daddy, kalau masa baby twin diorang masukkan dalam liang lahad mesti mummy dah meraung kat situ" and daddy said " sebab tulah saya tak bagi awak datang" :(

Before that kitorang sempat jugak melawat kubur Wan kat tempat yg sama gak. First time after i married amir. So rindu pulak rasa nak visit kubur baby twin but daddy tak nak dia kata jalan dah lain. Lagipun i have to go back to the office. Takperlah mummy will visit you later my dear angels.

So today adalah hari yg penuh keinsafan. Setiap manusia akan tiba masanya. Hanya amalan kita yg menentukan. Semoga roh mereka ditempatkan dikalangan orang orang yg beriman. Amin...........

What happen if you have lots of work and the time is too short for you to finish it? How you feel if people said you are not doing your work when we''re talking about having to work alone in one division and supporting about 800 staff? Not mentioning the assignments? Make it worst the exam just around the corner! The fact is i know what i'm doing and how hard i worked and put aside all the important things in my life. Procrastination does not exist in my diary. I need more strength please......

Alya is back to her active mode again. Two days in the row mandi pool. Alhamdulillah she's fine. I think dia takut tu sbb dengar doc tu kata lagi 2 hari kalau tak turun temp. kena refer ke specialist. The next day tu dia dah ok skit. Tau takut.... heheheheheh
Anyway i'm happy as she's now playing and mumbling all around. Yehaaaaaa............

Fever

Alya got Fever! since Sunday night. So on Monday daddy brought her the clinic and the temp. is 40 . It keeps on and off. Yesterday morning it seems to be better but last night her body feels like iron again. So pity of her. She's not eaten anything for the past 3 days. Huwaaaa mummy are so susah hati. Last night she keeps crying all night and berguling guling atas katil. I feel like crying. We will bring her to the clinic again today.