Monday Blues today. Since Jumaat i was on leave so rasa macam takde mood nak start keja. Well i was busy last week since my mum, brother and sister came to my house. So now nenek dah balik last saturday and Alya back to rumah Wan to take care of her. Poor Alya as she is so manja with nenek but what to do nenek have to go back. Dah sebulan dah nenek kat rumah alya and rumah mak ngah dia. Yesterday i went to Darby Park as usual lah menyibuk and for the first time i went to Sauna room at Darby Park. It was nice and so refreshing. Alya with the daddy at swimming time and mummy alone pampering myself at the Sauna. Then we went back at 5 pm and alya sleep at 7.30 pm . Rasanya dia penat kot mandi pool and palying around with her cousins.

2nd Wedding Anniversary

We celebrated our 2nd anniversary on 31 March. Attendees were Nenek and Alya hehhehehe. Atuk as usual la tak larat . So we had salmon, spare ribs, seafood and alya has bread with carrot soup. Actually quite several time dah we all visit this place and we still prefer it even though it a bit expensive than Victoria Station , but the portion is big especially the spare ribs. At first we all dah pergi Victoria but tak taulah why soo many people on that night so we decided to go to Roadhouse Grill and we are again satisfied with the food.

Picture during our trip to Genting on Dec. Alya was so happy as well as her cousin.

When i passed a road this morning which is still in ampang area, i saw one lady holding her daughter under a tree waiting for a bus and the girl is sleeping on her mother's shoulder. The mother must be tired holding the girl. Today's weather is so hot even in early morning its like 10 o'clock. I look back again and i feel oh kesiannya that lady and the girl. For me I never have difficulties in bringing Alya to anywhere, i dont have to wait for a bus or taxi, standing for so long under the tree. So i looked back at myself and i feel so bersyukur that we still have a car for my husband to drive me anywhere, Alya will go to any place in air conditioning car and comfortable. I could not imagine if i have to bring Alya out by bus, walking under the sun which is so hot. Even though we're not rich but we have all the basic things such as car, house, beautiful clothes and enough money to eat everything we want. Sometimes i think i got to bersyukur of what i have right now as long as we are healthy, happy and enough money to buy our necessities. For Alya i tried to do the best for her and mummy loves you.

* Picture when Alya was 2 weeks old

Terengganu Trip

We went to Terengganu trip last weekend. So tired but we had lots of fun.

Picture of Twin

I've the picture of my twin from Abg Hadi. Thanks to him at least i can see my angels. It was very touching and now i felt a bit regret for not looking at them when they were born. At that time i dont have the strength to look at them both physically and mentally. It's true like they said both are with long legs (of course macam daddy), both hidung mancung (like daddy too), one is hitam manis ( daddy too!), and one is putih (Like mummy!) . I really miss them and if they are here i think my life is complete in this world, nothing more i can ask from Allah.

A Tragic Moments - Lost of Two Boys

Just started work after almost a month after being hospitalized and resting at home. For those who knows that i'm pregnant before, but now the cute lil boys were no longer in my tummy. They have returned to the creator and whether his mommy redha or not it is Allah's will. For me it is too fast as if i just got to know i pregnant yesterday and they are gone today! Mummy and Daddy tak sempat nak buat apa apa for the boys and even the baju mummy bought specially to wear to function because i cannot wear baju kurung anymore tak sempat dipakai. And today i'm wearing the dress. I thought that the boys would be fine after a week resting at the hospital but Allah cuma pinjamkan the boys to us for 4 months plus only. To my little angels up there mummy, daddy and your sister Alya will always remember you until our last breath and shall we meet in heaven. Having you is such a precious moments for mummy and daddy and you still have a place forever and ever deep in our hearts. Al-Fatihah.
I will post the moments how i lost my twin when i have the strength to do so.

Alya's First Birthday (28 Dec)

We had Alya's first birthday party last Sunday. Just a small party with atuk, nenek, wan , mak long & pak long, mak ngah & Pak ngah , asu and pakcik. Also her three cousin. Picture will be uplaoded soon.

Daddy's 29th Birthday

Diamond of My Heart

Ramadhan this year

Ramadhan this year cuma tinggal 1 week only. How time flies so fast. I cooked very seldo this year we always berbuka at my my mother in law house. Even kuih pun tak sempat lagi nak buat. Last year even pregnant pun sempat jugak buat cornflakes cookies. I tried also buat kuih ros or kuih goyang but masa tu perut dah besar so tak larat nak berdiri. SO cornflakes cookies ajerlah yg jadi. This year? hmmmm tak taulah kuih apa yg menjelma ntah ntah kuih yg beli kat kedai tu ajer. This year beraya bertiga dengan si kecik tu . Mesti dia terpinga pinga sebab ramai orang. Alya adalah observer. She likes to stare if ramai orang or something new. Mummy planned to buy her a small tudung but tak jumpa jumpalah lagi. Tension ajer.
This year also no time for me to go to terawikh . How i wish zaman bujang dulu selalu pegi terawikh.
Alya likes the fireworks. Pak long always bought fireworks so alya just sit there and see her cousin play with that thing. I guess she must be excited. Mummy bought Osk Kosh shoes for Alya. But it was quite small so mummy has to change. Dah itu jer kasut yg mummy jumpa yg boleh muat and kecik. The rest semua tak sesuai utk dia. So i guess all Alya preparation for Hari Raya is done. Even baju for hari raya pun mummy dah packed dalam beg siap utk balik kampung. Early isn't ? hehehehhehe

SHop Pingggg

Last weekend we went for Hari Raya shopping but mostly for Alya. People was like crazy at that time. Mummy and Daddy was so excited berebut baju utk Alya. We managed to get 8 pasang baju for alya and a new stroller too yeyyyy. Alya as usual she doesn't care as long as she can play. We shop until Sogo dah nak tutup and alya was sleeping coz she's so tired. Mummy didn't get anything except for new set of periuk and daddy got his baju raya at East India.

Bulan puasa hampir tiba. This is the 2nd year saya berpuasa as a wife and 1st year as a mother to a cute baby girl named Alya yeyyyyyy. Since this is first raya for Alya, Daddy and Mummy was so excited. Up to now we have bought baju raya for alya only not yet for mummy and daddy. Nenek also preparing her a chiffon baju kurung. Wah grandnya mummy only wear chiffon for the first time during wedding but alya got her chiffon when she's not even 1 year. But never mind coz mummy and daddy love her sooooo much. We also tried to buy for alya nike shoes but unfortunately there's no more stock lerrr tension ajer dah la kasut tu warna pink mesti cute kalau baby tu pakai. Especially sekarang alya dah nak pandai merangkak and berdiri and sometimes she's trying to said something. Again so cute.

Last sunday we went to Enyoi's graduation. Alya was so happy especially when mummy bought her Hello Kitty balloon. Yeyyyy..

Last weekend Alya, Daddy and Mummy went for shopping. Actually takde pun plan nak shopping but since nak cari Baby cot for that cute princess so we decided to go out. Mummy pulak puasa last Sunday , puasa 15 Syaaban and ada niat skit coz company bagi bonus so kita puasalah. So 3 of us jalanlah from pukul 12. 30 until night. We went to Midvalley , Sogo yg ramai macam ulat tu . Tak tau kenapa ramai sangat mungkin school holiday kot and managed to grab baju raya for Alya (yeyyyy) . Mesti alya suka. Mummy and Daddy kalau tgk baju alya semuanya lawa semua nak amik. Phewwww.........

Daddy bought perfume and alya got her baju raya but mummy nothing. Sebab mummy tak jumpa baju yg sesuai and perfume pulak tak tau nak decide which one. SO mummy akan shppping sorang nanti yeyyyy.....

Then we went to KLCC . Sale tak berapa nak hebat sangatlah so kena tunggu lagi skit hari. Mummy berbuka dekat SUndanese House. The set meal is good and kenyang sangat. Worth it. After that balik rumah sbb Daddy nak tgk badminton last last kalah jugak dengan lin dan tu chehhh. YEsterday we managed to buy baby for Alya selepas beberapa bulan mencarinya. Actually tak nak lah beli sangat but since takut the princess tu jatuh katil lagi so we bought la the baby cot even though she will use it for the next 2-3 month only. She's getting bigger you know! She knows how to panjat panjat already, seems like talking sometime . But what puzzles mummy and daddy is she knows how to get up and stand but she dont know how to sit down. Pelik kan. So bila dia berdiri and penat she will biarkan jer badan dia jatuh coz she dont know how to sit. hehheh Kelakar kan one step ahead.

Alya was so happy with her new baby cot. She got her own bed..... colourful some more hoorayyy. Mummy now has no worries about her terjun katil anymore phewwww (relieved)

Hari ni baru naik kerja. I'm on medical leave yesterday. Actually cume pening aja semalam tu so pegi la klinik. Doc said my face was pale and i have low blood pressure. Tak rasa apa pun. And also dia kata still tak recover from my delivery. So kaedahnya kalau nak tambah family member pun kena lah tunggu betul betul sihat dulu . Alya also not feeling well last weekend where she's having flu. Poor lil girl. Last weekend tak pegi mana mana pun duduk rumah aja. Kemas rumah tapi rasanya walaupun dah kemas 20 kali tetap rasa tak puas hati lagi . I should do some renovation lah with that house.

tHIS IS abOUT aLya

This entry is dedicated to my lovely princess...muahhhhh

Now alya almost merangkak aka crawling . Since alya had two times experienced jatuh katil so mummy and daddy decided for her to sleep bawah

She has a big and gebu tilam which is dia akan tenggelam dalam tu kalau tido

So now it has been 3 weeks dia tido bawah and so far selamat lagilah

But what mummy doesn't like is once dia bangun tengah malam alya will play senyap senyap

Bila mummy bukak mata jer nampak dia tengah:-

1) makan tisu

2) Main wayar nightlamp

3) main beg

4) Sometimes tido on the carpet (this must be dia main main and then tertido)

5) Tido atas bantal peluk yg besar with kepala tertonggeng

6) etc (coz mummy is sleeping)

Phewwwww. One more alya has a duck walker and she likes it. Whenever mummy wants to do work i will put her into that thing. Having childdren sometime makes you tired but when you see what they do , behavior you will smile. Its a kind of feeling that naturally will come when you have yr own kid. Every day there's new development that you expect to see. For me its like having a cute barbie doll and she's alive!!!!!!!

Liza's Wedding

Hari ni i'm a bit bored so nak membebel lah
Pegi wedding liza last saturday and met all kawan kawan
Wahh bestnya rasa cam jakun lak sebab dah lama tak jumpa budak budak yg giler tu
MMg ler sometime miss zaman uitm and zaman bujang dulu but i cannot turn back the time
Semua dah kawen dah tinggal lambak jer
Ni tengah menunggu lah ni bila big day lambak so we can have reunion again! YEY....

Fever

Alia got fever last week. A very high fever where she kept crying at night. Poor little girl. Mummy was panic until i brought her to clinic 2 times and luckily she's fine after 3 days.
At the same time Nenek was there to pamper her and many thanks to Nenek . I dont know what to do if my mum is not around. Alia as usual like to sleep on Nenek shoulder. So manja.....

BRACELET

Last Sunday Alia lost her bracelet. The story is like this.

I went to the shop to buy Cool Fever as Alia is having slight fever. So when i want to pay for the things i realized that my RM50 note is gone and at that moment also i know someone has stole my money. So i just ignore it as i know there's "SOMETHING OR SOMEONE" in our family doing that. So when i got back home i mengadu with my hubby that the 50 note is gone. So my husband just geleng kepala only and she said kalau betul nak hilang cuba check baby punya bracelet whether its still there or not. My heart was pumping heavily and i quickly opened my drawer and search for it. To my surprise its gone also!!!!! I was like crying as i know the bracelet were there before and its gone. The last time alya wearing it during cukur jambul at rumah nenek and it is the 2nd time she wore that. That's the present from mak long after she was born so it is the first jewellery that she had. I was soooo angry. I hope that Allah will give us petunjuk who is or what is the thing that stole my family money and also our jewellery. Amin.

P/S The picture here is the last time alya wore her bracelet. Poor my little Princess. Don't worry mummy promise that i will buy you a new bracelet darling.

Hari ni minyak naik 78 sen . Hampeh. Ni semua kerja kerja org yg tak leh percaya lah ni . Tulah undi sangat la dacing tuh. paper 2 hari lepas kata nak naik bln ogos tapi hari ni dah naik dah. Ntah apa yg diorang nak cover sampai naik mendadak. Ni yg aku benci ni.
Menteri menteri tu ckplah apa pun suh jimat la, minyak kita still murah la ko ingat rakyat nak percaya ke? Korang boleh la gi kerja naik kete Rakyat (kete government kira kete rakyat ler abis tu dari mana dapat duit kalau tak dari tax yg rakyat bagi?!), minyak kerajaan tanggung, jadi apa yg korang rasa.

Orang yg susah tu bertambah susah la.

This morning alya was like thrown away from the bed. Mummy just tinggalkan dia a few seconds only and i heard gedebuk macam nangka busuk. So when i rushed to the room i saw her lying down on the floor. At that time i was bising to ask my hubby to wake up. She was crying and when i lift her up she stopped crying. Aik? Biar betul budak ni. So i just gosok gosok her head and selawat and tiup. Hopefully tak ada apalah. Poor girl :(

Since we are also going to the paediatric for vaccination so i'll just mintak the doc advise later. This is the 2nd time where the 1st time jatuh tilam only and kena simen kepala dia. But this time she was like flying from the bed.

Cukur Jambul

We had kenduri cukur jambul alya last weekend at nenek's house. A small yet happening kenduri. Alya was so good where she's sleeping throughout the ceremony.

Balik Kampung

Last Saturday we went to Serting , NS. We went to rumah Mak Long which is my father in law's sister. It is really really kampung where there's a lot of chicken, goat, and tanaman tanaman. Alia is so happy and she keep mumbling and playing all the time. But maybe it is not our rezeki yet as all the pokok buah baru start berbuah so tak dpatlah makan buah. Its just a day trip and we went back at 10 pm .

Mother's Day

Last Sunday was the Mother's Day so we planned to celebrate the day at Darby Park. We didn't planned to spend our night there but since my brother in law had to work and get one complimentary apartment so all of us just tumpang sekaki la.

Alya was not feeling well that weekend so no swimming for her he he he. So we just buy cake that night, makan nasi goreng with grilled chicken. Hubby and i bought the cake and chicken while sister in law ordered nasi goreng. I bought small potty cactus for mother in law and we had fun even though it is a simple gathering. (How is wish my mum was here too). But since mak dekat Johor so i called her and wish her. Dont worry mum present for u mesti ada.
That night Alya got flu and coughing badly until she cannot sleep. Ah poor her.... So asyik jerit jerit ajer during that night sebab hidung tersumbat and today we will bring her to the clinic.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Trip to PD

We went to Port Dickson last saturday and sunday for picnic. Alya is soo happy went to the beach. Then we stayed at PNB Ilham Resort. The resort was nice and the moment we arrived semua terus terjun pool including Alya. But alya cuma rendam kaki ajerlah hehehe so cute mandi pool at the age of 4 months. Takperlah at least nanti dia tak takut air. Mummy planned to hantar alya to swimming class bila besar nanti. After mandi mandi then at 8 pm we all had barbeque. wahh syoknya makan di tepi laut and then to karaoke. Hubby and I sempatlah nyanyi lagu duet lagu Jamal and Fran "Kehebatan Cinta" hehehehhe. After that balik room tgk citer hantu sampai lah tertido.
Hari ahad check out and then balik rumah household chores dah menunggu. Fuhhh sampai 12 malam baru tido basuh baju, kemas rumah and prepare everything utk kerja esok.
Alya as usual have to stay with Wan dia lah.......

Alya is Tired

There she is

Sooo Tired

This is picture during our outing last weekend

We went to oldtown and then to alpha angle and then to seafood restaurant and then to oldtown again! So the moment we came in she just zzzzzzz...... without ignoring the surrounding

Little Princess

I'm busy with my little princess right now
Life was like kelam kabut
Everyday i can't wait to go home and see my princess
I really miss her and love her
Sekarang ni my hubby and I is still trying to adjust our life with the new family members
My princess has 2 nanny he he he . One is my mother and another one is my mother in law
She's 3 months + now and so clever!

Waiting & Waiting

Now i'm already 36 weeks plus and am waiting for my baby to come out. So excited plus a bit nervous coz this human being that lived in my tummy for the past 9 months is going out to see mummy and daddy. Hopefully she's in good condition and healthy. Phewwww.........
Mak already here to help me as this is my first experience. She's about to come out anytime from now so i have to be alert.

Today is the last week of Hari Raya. My Hari Raya this year is so hectic. Well since i'm frm johor and my mother in law from kedah, so we have to go back to both places. On Hari Raya eve we are in Johor and hari raya kedua we have to travel from johor to Kedah. From Utara to Selatan. So Penat. Huwaaaaa........ Luckily my baby inside is a strong baby girl and she didn't give me any trouble at all. Cuma penat ajerlah. So baliklah kami berdua ke kedah and i met Amir's relatives. So many of them from all the places gathered during the week. I ate a lot! My husband also dragged me to Padang Besar with my sister in law as well. Jalan lagi. I wallup all the food kerbaulah , itiklah until after dah balik ke KL i noticed that all my clothes dah jadi ketat. Huwaaaaa..... even seluar tido yg besar tu pun dah tak muat. Semuanya because of
hari raya punya fat.

Last Friday pulak hubby and i went to check up for the cute baby inside my tummy. She's getting bigger! Since the mummy dah naik about 3 kg and the baby pun about 1/2 kg he he he. Thanks to the hari raya rendang and kuih fuhhhhh..... During the check up the doc printed the picture of my baby for the first time. Ni semua sebab daddylah every time the screen shows muka baby dia tak pernah nampak. Padahal we all can see clearly. So the doc print the pic.
Mummy pulak macam addicted to the pic , when i have free time i will take a look at the pic. Sukanyerrr...... and sometimes when i feel i miss her i will see the pic. So amazing ..... maybe this is what they called a mother's love. Even the baby belum keluar lagi pun dah rasa rindu lagi lah kalau dah keluar. Luckily i got her pic. Tak sabar rasanya nak tunggu dia keluar lagi sebulan setengah. All the basic things for her pun mummy and daddy dah prepare. We were so excited when we go for shop that day. Planned nak beli sikit tapi excited punya pasal terbeli byk.

Exhausted......

Hari ni rasanya sungguh penat. Disebabkan oleh weekend yg langsung tak rehat . Macam macam aktivity , pegi tgk keretalah, pegi shopping lah . Semalam hubby and I went to Jaya Jusco utk beli Periuk nasi but suddenly he's willing to buy me an oven as well yuhuuuuu. Dapatlah periuk nasi yg canggih berbeza dgn sebelum ni . Sungguh puas hati. Kenalah buatkan cookies raya utk dia Biskut Cornflakes he he he. Penatnya lepas tu balik terus buat karipap yg sudah berapa minggu lepas di sebut sebut. Sayang punya pasal buat jugalah walaupun penat. Dia kata my karipap is soo delicious he will only eat the one that i make. he he (but its true). Akibatnya hari ni saya sakit kaki, mungkin juga badan dah berat sbb baby yg kat dalam ni dah semakin besar. Hari ni pagi pagi on the way pegi keje lagi terpaksalah merengek kat hubby ckp penatlah itulah inilah. Then dia pun cakap" oklah hari ni tak payah masak kita makan luar", he he heh itu le yg aku tunggu tunggu.

Hari ni jug i received e-mail from adik in US. She fine with amir kecik yg dah pegi preschool. Tak tauler amir yg berumur 4 thn tu dah pandai speaking ke belum. kalau tak dia jadi ayam ngan itik ler ngan kawan kawan kat sana. So we lack one of family member's this hari raya. Hmmmm.....

Disebabkan dah ada oven i want to try to make my own biskut hari raya and cake too kalau sempat he he. Dulu teringat buat biskut coklat ngan eli tapi jadi keras batu ehheeheh. Skang ni nak try buat yg sedap dan gebu . Kalau lebih boleh la bagi mak sikit. Pastu berangan jugak nak buat kuih ros . he he he

Ramadhan

Ramadan tiba lagi. This is the first year ramadhan as a wife and pregnant some more. Tapi penat skit la posa tahun ni sbb kena masak everyday. Hubby tak suka makan luar. Kalau dulu masa bujang tiap tiap hari beli jer pastu makan ngan eli. Pastu pegi terawikh. SKang ni terawikh pun tak sempat. Huwaaaaa........ Tapi raya ni mestilah lah best kan sebab beraya ngan husband. Something new. Kalau dulu masa bujang every raya mestilah aku kan yg tolong mak masak ni dah kawin tak tau ler mak raya tahun ni sapa yg tolong. Adik pun tak ada dah pegi US.